its 28 ad!! less den 7 days to go..im reli vry scared..vry vry scared..im so not prepared! i reli wanna cry..ive act been studyin..but..its lik..i keep forgettin..i seriously vry scared..i failed 2 subj for my mock..cos i was too ignorant and confident..now..im reli vry afraid..afraid dat i fail..afraid dat i wil lose out among my frens..and i'll be left out..i dun wanna repeat..especially in da new syllabus..i dun wanna lose my scholarship..i dun wanna lose to myself! gonna be 6 mths ad..i was reli vry busy dis early of dis term..but..i did relax as well towards da end..now..its jus 6 days to go..and i got nth to hold on to...ive been to lib evryday..studyin from early in da mornin..til late evenin..but my progress vry slow..my frens r all ahead of me..almost finis evrythin..and dey noe even more indetailed..i felt so down..stressed up and pressured..i cant slp well at nite..cos worried bout exam..woke up in da middle of da nite few times...but duno y. feelin so tired in da mornin..but nd to forced myself up to study. i dunno how to express it but..i reli feel no confidence at all..i keep tellin myself i can..i can..but endin up..-.-" haih..
bro told me..wen im feelin stress..jus pray to god..yea..he is rite. i used to do dat all these while..until dis yr..i kinda forgot bout him...Buddha. i didnt pray to him ad..i forgot..aft all dis while..he is da one dat protect me. im reli sori.
sob..i stop cryin ad..aft expressin all these..im feelin betta. i tink i wil tok to god tonite.
oh yea..enuff bout all these sad stuff..tmr is my dar dar's big day!!! my dar dar is gonna be 21 ad!! woohooOOO!! >.< hapi hapi burfday dar..!!!! im sori not to be able to celebrate dis special day wif u..u noe i reli wan to.. dar..sori..since ur back..i didnt reli out wif u..didnt reli teman u..spend time wif u..catchin up things wif u..in fact..i reli hope to go hol wif u..and our geng of frens..! -.- hmm..may all ur wishes cum true dar!!! big big gal ad..muz be kuai..giv u da 'key' to our heart ad! lol..
hApI bUrFdAy dAr!!! luv u alwis..frenz for a lifetime.. no matter wat happens!
k la..wan go study d..
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weeee~ thanks for the wish and key wei. don't be so pressured la. i know you can do it! good luck dar! :)
p/s: takde gambar lain ke? XD
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