may u r.i.p..

ive not been bloggin dis few days..

jus dun feel lik doin so..partly cos im feelin so tired. recently classes has been so long..breaks r uncertain..hav lunch oni at 3pm. dinner is oso uncertain..today i hav my dinner at 9.30 due to da xtra class. oh yea..i chosed day class. thx li..for ur sms.

nyway..im kinda sad recently..karen told me dat tzong huat past away on sat nite. haiz..i got a shock. altho i duno him in person..i jus heard of his name be4..and i tink we chatted be4 in icq laz time...but i felt so sad. it seems that his blood vessel burst. i dun reli noe wat happens.. but he is so young. life is reli so unpredictable. u might be standin tall and laughin at one moment..and u might jus be in sumwhr else da nx moment. haiz.. i lost 2 frenz.. teck chuen and edmond laz yr..on 23 april. and now..another. may 3 of dem rest in peace.

wateva it is..muz reli take care of ur health and be careful alwis. its jus too unpredictable. sumhow it makes me tink dat.. do enjoy urself..hav no regrets later..and appreciate evrythin around u.

recently my frenz seem to havin luv probs. T get into a r/ship but couldnt get over him aft bein left..tho she noe things lik dis might happen. T were given empty promises. she seem so sad.. couldnt even concentrate in class. wanna help T but cant. tok to him. and tok to her. her is afraid dat ive tok sumthin i shudnt to him. kinda hurt. but evrythin seem to be fine now. T sms me and told dat she's tryin hard to be ok now. and sori for those words.

another; H who seem to be so in luv dat he neglected his studies and everythin. H who calls and go back hometown all da time for her. reason? a new r/ship..so muz do such things. but reli?

another; E who luv another quietly.. another treats her well.. but does another noe E likes him? E sad c-ing him luvin another.. E wanna pretend or move on.. E currently pretendin.

kepochi eh me? but dis r jus sum things dat i notice..i tink evryone has been tru such situation.. luv..hurting.. yet hapi.. sum cant live without it.