freak out!

i freak my frens out dis morning!
got so stressed out and panic..
i hid at one corner..
and sumhow i..sumhow.. cried!
was complainin at first..den..
T.T ...real badly dat type..

ermm..probably not dat bad la..
cos more and more ppl cumin in..
if it was jus der and me..
den.. im sure it will be da worst..

went to toilet to chill off den..
and dey called darl..
she came over and hug me..
and talk..

thx alot darl.. i noe ur in vry vry bad mood oso..
i noe ur reli stressed out too..
but i noe u can get tru dis..
no words can describe how i feel..
=)

tmr is da laz day for me..
monday..tuesday..wednesday..
these days are da days whr im goin to battle..
i reli wanna turnaround and runaway..
its lik.. wats da point of goin to fite..
wen u noe u wil die?!
but.. damn it!
i noe da ppl dat wil be disappointed wif me most is.. my family..
and da one who wil regret and sad for dis..for da rest of my life..
is ME!

i tink i will go on..
i jus hope luck will be on my side..
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weneva my mind start to wander around..
i close my eyes..
and tink properly..
he will appear in my mind..god..
god.. pls guide me tru..
i noe u did..go wif me so far..
pls let evrythin be ok..
i reli wanna pass all..