in da end..

it is da day.. today..

received my result dis afternoon..

18 August 2008
1322021
Name: Miss Hong Ee Hoong

Examination Results and Status Report
Your examination results for the June 2008 session issued on 18-AUG-08 are:

Paper Details: P1 Prof. Acc.
Result: Fail
Mark: 42
Paper Details: P2INT Corp. Rep.
Result: Pass
Mark: 50
Paper Details: P3 Bus. Ana.
Result: Pass
Mark: 59

yeah..i failed one paper. again. but thank god i pass my p2. da paper dat u havta go tru all kinds of sadness to pass it. Lol. thank god.. really..

but anyhow.. im still.. haiz.
sumhow just feel like being alone.. feeling da pain.

few of my frens didnt do well.. i actually feel so sad for dem too.
results out are so much out of expectation..
i reli hope u guys will not give up..
i noe da hardship u havta go tru again..
i duno how to consol or wat..
but i noe how u felt..
if u need to talk.. i will be ready to listen.. =)

and of course.. dere few dat pass all..
special congratulations for teng.. yewjin.. karmun.. who cleared all..
im so hapi for u all.. altho a lil jeles.. Lol.

dats all about it..
yesterday few of us didnt slp da whole nite..
we actually went karaoke and den play rami til morning..
i couldnt slp in da mornin..as i was worried..
so..im currently kinda lemah d..
i particularly slept for a total of 10 hours only in these 3 days..
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ive been doin wat i can do dis few days..
i wasted alot money.. i jus wanna get myself out from dis house..
to somewhere..to do something..
even if im alone..
it somehow allow me to think properly..
wat has happened..and wat shud happen..

and dat.. ive been thinking alot..
and yet.. im still being dat stupid gal..
i just feel so tired now..