pimples are not.. =(
having test tonite and tmr..
and i reli doesnt wanna go.
i duno wat i am feeling now..
"hou sam fu".. dats all i noe..
not gonna emo here.
i just wanna get tru it..
i dun wanna be like dis..
why am i so stupid?
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this is the last thing u wanna have in ur mind right now. the whole 'i m stupid' .. 'why am i so stupid'... mentality.
the thing that u really need is CONFIDENCE n 'i can do it' mindset.
seriously Hoong, quit self-pitying. I may sound harsh but life isnt a bed full of roses. n i only say all these coz i love u. i wanna b the kinda fren who can slap u back to reality, n not that kind that only praises u n say things u wanna hear. we all have enuff of frens like that.
dun get mad at me (dun waste ur time on me =P), just get back the confidence n all will b fine k..
*hugs*
Do you need me to go through that lecture "I'm not stupid" with you all over again ar?? Plz la, for heaven's sake..WAKE UP!!! Life's not going to be any easier with you whining away like that... It's time to come back to reality, Karen's right... We do care, that's why we're saying this... You know you can do, so why all this negative vibes ar?? We can all only get the best of things when we do our very best... So plz, don't do this to yourself anymore... Life's too short to be indulging in such self-pitiness... Be happy... At least, try...
So, be strong... Stay positive... Take care ya... *hugsss*
P/S If u feel like scolding me stupid or even lash out at me, you know how to get to me la hor, the number's still unchanged,hahaha...
*karen and evelyn..
hey monkeys.. im orite la. seriously i jus felt damn stupid at times.. not oni in studies.. but in everythin. never thought about those self-pitying thingy dat u guys said.
babes.. thanks orite? i wun be mad at u all.. since wen i am..?! even wen u all bully me lik crazy.. we will all end up wif laughter. =D babes.. thanks alot for da advices and all. im actually rather surprised wif da comments. Lol.
anyway.. anyhow.. i wil get up again.. as da hoong dat u all noe orite?! dun wori about me. i will be fine.. especially wif all my good frens around. love u all. MUAKSSSS!!!
awww... so sweet... i nearly shed some tears there but then i'm diagnosed with dry eyes leh, so sorry la,hahahaha... artificial tears mau? lol...
btw, glad to hear that from you la... don always so emo la, tak baik untuk kesihatan wei,hahaha...
take care ya =P
ler.. her blog always emo one le. why you people so kan cheong lol. she not the i-depress-wanna-suicide type ah haha.
it's just a sign showing she needs my being around to influence her with my rather laid-back attitude lolol
no.. u dun get me.i'm not worried abt ur well-being or ur bad mood/depression whatever... it frustrates me to see u belittling urself like that. ur lack of confidence n consistency in life. i think it's abt time to take things seriously n be responsible for ourselves now that we're no longer in high school... u're just too quick to conclude on ur abilities with negative ideas. i'm pretty sure u know darn well that 'no one's gonna help u if u dun help urself' rite?
think about it..
if it helps, just b more kiasu.. n cut down on dramas..? u do the maths on the hours spent on dramas,that could b used to study..
ps:i'm really sorry to be saying all these here ok? i'd really rather spill all this face to face.
pps: i'll still give u a tight big hug nevertheless..
ppps: this is exactly what i've talked abt in my blog.. the case of knowing the potential is there but kinda like not much is being done to achieve it, get to the full potential. sorta like halted development on a process of achieving something great. frustrating really..
Hoong, i know u'll do great. just gotta strive to be there...
oii...
at least i see some maturity in your friends' comments..
cmon la..hong ee hoong.. sudah tua la.. pimple pun dah keluar..
at tis time, you cannot possibly act like a small kid. you only hav approximately another 3-4 mths for THE LAST final exams. i know it is hard. whose life is not?
u do not need to score, just pass will do. try your best la.. confident sikit la... you are goin to graduate and work soon. you cannot live in the real world with that mentality. a bit of setback and you tink you are stupid.. wtf.. then everyday i go hospital kena reprimanded bcos nvr study i am stupid?
it doesn;t work tt way sis, you gotta start thinkin real and pushin forward, esp with your life. you have a life that is diff from others. most of your frens are still studying and you are freaking gonna grad soon. wtf.. appreciate it and try to do ur best. make the best out of it. you will nvr know wat u can do until u try doing it. tts the prob. ppl nvr try and they complain they cannot do it.
i tot u were diff. u showed me character and u showed me attitude. and now u fall like a rotten apple from the tree? wtf.. ooiii confident sikit boleh?
change mindset sikit boleh?
kor
if you canot make anything out of wat u are studying now, go out and ask ur frens. PLS DO NOT EMO and drink alco then go sleepp....or cal your fat donkie..
you gotta prioritize your time. it is running out. make full use of it. once it is over, you are nvr gonna see it again.
dear sis, think and think hard. smack your thick skull and think. you have good frens and family around to support you. a good, wonderful, nice, kind, tender loving care, pretty cute brother watchin over you back, an old nagging mama at melaka, and your fat donkie lover. social support damn solid la...!!
you are entering a diff phase of life.. so you must get ready and prep for it.. a lil setback and you are stupid?? cmon la, i always tot my youngest sis was to be worried more than you!! zzzz...
i am jus gonna say tis last thing, wake up and smack youself hard until these hard facts get tru your thick skull into your mind!!
kor
my dear friend, you should kissing your lucky stars by now... you're surrounded by wonderful friends and family that truly care about you... just wanna tell you hor, get back to that old feisty Hong Ee Hoong who stuck to me all the way to Queen's Guide man... If it wasn't for you, I'd be...erm... let's just not go there la, it's about you...hahaha...
*karen.. wahlui.. evelyn..kor..
omg.. u all reli surprised me lik crazy. 10 comments?!
actually i jus feel so down at da moment i posted dis "...". yea i noe everythin dat u all said. in fact.. ive thought about all those. it was just at dat point of my days dat i felt so down.
as i said.. not oni in studies dat i was referring to. but in everythin.. haiz. i need to pick up again..
hey.. i reli duno wat to say.. seriously. by reading those comments.. u all make me felt as if i was so damn strong laz time. or mayb i am?!
i tink i lost myself recently. ive been a bad gal.. wif all those thinking and drinking. dun wori.. i wun drink for sadness. i will drink for happiness ok? of course i cant reli promise.. but i do love tryin out all da taste of alcohol drink. i tink its special.. and nice. its a kind of knowledge too.. isnt it? dun wori.. its not a reason for me to drink. im not an alcoholic.. ppl who drink wif me will noe dat im a lousy drinker. plus my weak stomach.. im afraid of gastric one.
=) dun wori.. kor.
i told my frens and myself.. dat i will work hard aft da raya.. and i will. collin has alwis been cutting and pasting wat i said.. and make sure i do wat i said. col.. i wun let u down ok?
ive been struggling real hard recently. i reli duwan to let myself to fall to dat again. gotta wake up now.
evelyn.. da queen guides? i tot it was all about me at first.. but u did support me tru..at da end.. =)
kor.. im hong choon chiet sis weih. Lol. dun wori. and oi... i tink i might hav inherited da one same gene wif u.. "da muka tebal gene". pls control sikit.. ape tender loving.. cute bro. ueekKKK!!! =P
wahlui.. yeap. i need u here. get ur ass back here.. in MSIA!
and yeah.. ive never been happier and more glad dat ive got my loving family and a bunch of good frens around me.
i love u all so much. if oni i can show u all.. i would. babes.. and my bros.. thanks for alwis being dere for me.
i know what's ur prob d.... u have attention span of a hummingbird's... means u will forget abt ur emoness n unhappiness very fast. lol.. i bet u forgot how u felt when u wrote this post alrdy rite?
u just need to reprioritise.. there's time for everything, just dont indulge in one thing more than the other.
ps: dun b like me, i fucked up my A Levels coz it was too easy to stray without parents telling me what to do. very expensive lesson learnt.
yup tts the spirit!
once bitten twice shy...
sekali cukup ya... jgn kena lagi ya..
Selamat Hari RAya Aidilfitri!!
Maaf Zahir Batin!
=)
kor..
*karen.. yeap. i forgot about it vry fast. duno if its bad or good tho. Lol. orite.. re-prioritize. i will.. babe.. thanks alot.
*kor.. will be good. =)
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