different..

went back to college these few days..

everything is still the same..
but something is just different..

the crowd? the lecturers? the rooms?

or is it me?

i miss our moments in college..
i miss outings after classes..
i miss lepak-ing outside the classes..
i miss our noise in the classes..
i miss taking the whole row of seat in the classes..
i miss waiting for everyone coming out of toilet everyday..
i miss coffee break..

i miss badminton..
i miss wan tan mee..
i miss movies..
i miss eating..
i miss crapping..

i miss playing.. and enjoying life..with my friends..

things are just so different now.

where is everyone now?

the door to the hall..
i look at it today.. while taking a cup of milo..
i did not have fear for the past 2 years..
but in 2 weeks time.. will i be afraid?

can i turn back time?

the place i am right now..
am i regretting all these?
what am i looking for?

can we all have holidays and go to sabah.. once more?
just once.. wherever it is..
as long as i'm with you guys...