infinity?

13 December 2009 - 2200.

it has come to an end.

i do not know what to blog about it.
i do not even want to shout about it.

i just felt that it is right that we should deal it in a matured way.

i remember the last time this happened.
it was the worst thing ever happened in my life.. apart from another.
but now.. i felt so numb.

but i'm doing good i guess..
just want to fill my life with something.

anyway.. not with the freaking allergy.
i hate this shit.

went to kepong famous steamboat.
i can vote that it is the best i ever tasted in KL.
but when i have not even felt that i have enough of those in my stomach..
i have allergy.

freaking eyes and face swollen.
became so bad that i have difficulty in breathing.
whole body became reddish and warm out of the sudden.

have u ever felt like u r dying?
totally omg u know?
as at that moment.. i really don't want to die.
i have so much more to do and experience in life man.
i wanna graduate.. work my ass off in ey.. and go travelling all the time.
i have my mum to take care of summore..
and i have NOT meet my THE ONE! lol.

aih. this is really sad man..
i really felt like going back to that steamboat to eat. sigh.
i think im goin back.. but just eat chic.. and fish.. and vege.
omg. what am i allergy to?! *wft.

the happiest thing in life.. is eat all you can. and.. i can't now?!