the cut

felt so stressed out these few days.
everyone is pushing everyone.
and everyone felt like they are dying soon.

arrhHHHHH! to a certain point of time..
i really felt so mad.. and wanted to cry.

seriously do not understand.. what's the point of pushing the deadline?
what's the point of killing your staff and everyone?
are you hiding something? or who are proving yourself to?
damn freaking stupid.

there are only 3 of us.. and so?
we are human alright?!

i cut my finger twice today..
a very deep cut.. and it hurts! T.T
typing on the keyboard with the cut on my finger.. HURTS!

sigh. but no doubt..

i've learnt quite alot during this period..
and i think i really need to brush up more.
sigh.

one thing for sure..
my cantonese is improving! haha!

damn.. i stopped watchin tvb drama for so long already..
sadnesS! anyone know where else to download?
all my sources have been closed.

sigh.

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everyday.. u seemed a little further from me.

i've never thought it will be this bad.. 

but its just that bad.

i miss you.. 

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*gal.. i miss u.. i love u..
*guy.. yeah.. me too.. "sien"..
*gal.. let's take a pic!
*guy.. ok.

and one day.. someone left.
guess what is left in the relationship?

- it's a pic.. where memories and evidence lie..
- that they were once in love.. and thinking of happily ever after.

conclusion:
gals look for conclusion.. and happily ever after..
gals want assurance and confidence..
but guys.. just wanted to enjoy life and the moments..
just too young to settle down?!

lol.

so gals.. look for guys that are 4-5 years older than you are..
there are higher chances that you will live happily ever after with that guy you love.

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*can you hug me? i feel like crying..