on the way..

it could be just all i ever wanted.
or just another dream.

it isn't perfect..
it isn't that much.
is this it?
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right at this moment..
can i proudly say..
i've been through a lot..
all kinds of shit and stupidity..
games or no games..

and..

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realised that i'm quite a little not me anymore.
did i really changed?
guess somehow i did.
my brain.. my mindset..
they have changed. >=)

i've became stronger.
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i think i'm overcoming the trauma..

and starting to walk...