an argument..

im goin back mlc in awhile.. at nite..

in fact.. i finished my class early today. an hour earlier. i was reli hapi.. cos u noe.. im reli tired of attendin clas. long hour classes and not eatin lunch evryday and eatin dinner at 10pm or eat burger for dinner. haiz.

nyway.. dats not da point. i jus hav an argument wif my frenz. all my syuc frenz witness it. well.. it does not start wif an argument first. as few of my close frenz knows.. i alwis go back mlc wif my fren, yewjin and kev and my roomate. but now dat my roomate no longer here. so i go back mlc wif yj and kev.

it all started lik dis. i decided to go back mlc by drivin ytd mornin. and i told yj. but b4 dat.. da guys goin for futsal. yeap.. i actually feel lik goin too. but i reli cant take it. vry tired. anyway.. dey r goin rite aft class. so jus now.. rite aft da class, i talked to yj.

me: eh.. later cumin back wat time? cum back early..
yj : how la i noe. if u wan early.. den u cum and fetch us la.
me: crazy ar! u wan me to go out fetch u back mentari den wait den oni go back mlc?!
yj : yala den. not yet pack.
me: den duno how to pack earlier?
yj : u nv tel us earlier.
me: har!?! i told u ytd mornin ok?!
yj : den u nv tel kev.
me: ur his roomate. i expect u to tell him.
yj : ytd i oni c him.. durin da nite time.

and den kev appear..

kev: wat happen?
yj : she say we nv pack earlier. den she nv tel earlier. ytd i oni... blabla..
kev: wats da prob?!
me : no.. wat time u all cumin back?
yj : how la we noe. goin eat aft futsal.
me : whr u all goin wor?
yj : how i noe.
me : anyway u jus estimate da time la.
kev: hey.. y u so scared late? im drivin anyway.
me : i jus wan ask u all to go back early!! i duwan go back late.
kev: we wil go back about 8 sumthin la. den?
me : ok la den. i jus wan to tel u go back early.
kev: if u wan us to go back early.. den y wanna ask wat time cum back and go whr?!
me : how la i noe u guys go until late late..10 sumthin?!
kev: u tink we r 3 yrs old?!
me : ... ( i jus walk away quietly. )

yeap.. i was vry vry angry da minute i walk away. i was reli speechless! it all begin bcos i ask dem to cum back mentari early and roughly tel me a time. yeap.. i jus need a time. at least i can estimate wat to do.. whether i hav enuf time to do dis and dat. or mayb a answer of.. " yala. we wilb back bout 8 sumthin. ok?" dats all. but it ended up on dis argument.

it is a vry small matter actually. but i tink it muz hav been free show for da rest. i kept quiet and walk away.. and few of dem seem cuak and kept quiet. but i ad let go my anger. i talked to my hsemate on da way back to mentari.. oni 2of us in da car. yea.. she might hav got a shock..for da fierce me. but im not angry d. its over.

i juz hope yj and kev understan wat im tryin to say.. i reli duwan to hav any miscommunication and it cost our frenship.. since ive jot wat our conversation here. and harold.. thx for worryin about me. but i wun cry cos of these. its nice for u to ask. thx!

and to my frenz in syuc.. who r readin dis blog. im sori if i spoilt da mood for futsal. i reli dun mean it. da conversation sumhow went out of control. mayb i shud hav been da goalkeeper and kept quiet on askin dem rite? lolz. but seriously i nd to say sumthin..

i did mention dat i was "hurt" wen playin da killer game in my previous entry. but it was reli dat once oni. and dun reli mean alot. i ad ok even before da game finis. and im quite sportin..do hav a heart of a gal ( a lil sensitiv )..got emo easily.. but.. i get hapi and no more emo thingy vry vry faz oso. so.. dun havta wori on it. reli!

weird rite.. i wil say such thing sudd.. but i felt dat u guys reli took care on how i felt aft da post. eg, aft bully-ing me. u guys msg me to say sori. i reli felt vry hapi dat u guys cared about how i feel. but dun wori ok?! i seriously get over such emo-ness vry faz. jus dun make me feel alienated..by acting formally.. it makes me sad. lolz. but see-ing u guys care about me so much.. i felt hapi too! lolz.