Wednesday, September 26, 2007

sum nonsense..

i juz finis my wednesday life. life seem to be so sad to me now.
i sudd felt.. damn! i gettin more and more stupid.
my brain is filled wif rubbish!

....
actually..
sumwhr in my heart..
i alwis tel myself to strive to be sumone out dere..
i duwan to be ordinary..
i wan to be bright..
i duwan to be da black sheep in da family..
but everythin seem so difficult..
dere is alwis a wall in between..
my heart dun work wif my brain..
and my body often giv up..
...
life..
ppl say..dere is alwis ups and downs..
i agree..
but i guess most of da sadness r caused by ourselves..
mayb.. we shud jus look at da bright side?
mayb we shud live and forget?
mayb we shud smile a lil..
to brighten urs and my day.. ^.^

ytd.. a guy came to tok to teng..
she asked for his name..
he said.. " hi.. im teck chuen".
da teck chuen dat i noe..past away laz yr..
and i sudd realise..
time flies.. and evrythin changes..

today..one guy came to tok to me..
and i felt.. wft?! and duno wat2do..
bcos i can c dat he is particularly lookin at my b**bs.
but i pretended i noe nth..

and dis video.. its from da movie.. "honey"
i watch dis wen im down..
i wanna share it now.. ( i believe )

14 comments:

YeWJin said...

sometime bcuming someone extra ordinary is not so ez...pressuring ourself jz oni make the thing get worse...family wont care whether we are bright or not...wat they care is the luv from us to them....so it is nonsense to assume ownself is black sheep in family if we are not bright enuf...
who the guy tat peep on u???tell me...if got chance we go beat them up...lol...anyway if this reli happen tell ur fren like me...we wont stay silent de and tat wat fren are...if reli dun wan tis to happen then dun wear so sexy loh...or slap him jz like the way u use to beat me up...XP

senorita.. said...

u shud stare at his balls!!! or jz say snap ur fingers and say "hello,my eyes are up here,not here" (point to ur boobs)

sigh... guys... sigh....

hOoNg~ said...

yewjin..
its jus sumthin dat i feel lik sayin. nth much.. no worries. thx! dat guy is tall ok?!

wah..karen u damn berani weih! lolZ. if ur da one.. he lagi stare.. cos urs lagi b*g. lolZ.

wahlui said...

waa ah ah ah. you massage till that big dee ah? XD

be proud! coz nobody stares at mine! XD

senorita.. said...

haha.. if he stare at mine,i'll bend lower... put my hand on my neck... seduce him.. make him knot tahan d.. he sure wont stare d.. or he'll say "xcuse me,i need to go toilet" hahahhaa

Elsa said...

At times I think like you too. Wanna be sum1 well-known, wanna be bright, wanna succeed in life. It's kinda tension when u didn't achieve what u expect. Well, tht's jz for awhile only and evthing will be normal back. haha. It's not wrong to think tht way. Positively, it's a way to push to u achieve in life.
Good post gal~
Gamabate!

hOoNg~ said...

wooohoooO!! demi u.. aku kena akibatnye.. sobs. dar faster cum back weih..waitin for ur trap..

karen.. he sure la go toilet.. go pancut pancut! lolZ

hOoNg~ said...

lolz! thx elsa!!!

i noe its kinda normal oso.. jus dat..sumtimes..reli nd to release.. rite?!

btw.. i saw ur pics.. u reli change alot! gettin more and more chun! phewiTT!! lol.

ShaN said...

pancut aper?

hOoNg~ said...

panjut cecair! XD

ShaN said...

......
y u so ham d.. =____=

hOoNg~ said...

karen teach wan!!!

and u dun act innocent.. u train me wan ok?!

ShaN said...

ish, karen ni.. =____=
i dah bertaubat la frog.
im a changed young man.
cant blame u 4 not knowing,
kiter dah lama tak jumpa. =)

hOoNg~ said...

tuu laAA!!
muz meet la nx time..
karen yg ham..
but tak mungkin u change so faz.. bad things dun go away faz and easy..