jus got back..
went out wif donkie and kuni..
shogun for dinner and jumper for movie..
i begin to smile as i go out.. mayb a lil of pretending.. to entertain..
but.. i did relax a lil as i watch da movie wif donkie..
i guess its alwis nice to hav a shoulder to lean on.. =)
aft movie.. i begin to feel sad as i walk down..
i tink.. "i failed my paper.. wat da fuck im doin?!"..
"wat is a failure lik me doin man".. ahh..
mayb i jus couldnt get it out of my mind.
but i reli need dat shoulder and huggies..
now im home..
i got lots of msg-es..
frenz.. thank u.. for worryin bout me.. even tho u guys r sad inside too.
im sori dat i didnt comfort u guys.. sori dat i cried so badly and said stupid things dat might hurt u guys. i didnt expect u guys to worry bout me so much. thank u..
now dat da result is out.. evryone is taking diff papers now.. nobody can change dis.. we muz keep up.. pass all dis sem.. we muz meet up again nx sem.
frenz.. we muz get up again. sum of u pretended nth happen.. but i noe u guys r sad. remember we r a geng alwis ok? remember our sabah trip!
sis called me wen im in shogun..tellin me dat mum's angry.
den mum called me.. she asked me to eat full full.. and jus try harder nx round.. listening to all dis make me feel even worst.
im so sori mama.. i disappoint u again. im gonna waste u alot of money again. so sori dat i didnt do well.
so sori bro dat i didnt do well.. but kor.. i will grad end of dis yr. ok?
cried da whole day.. but wat is dat gonna help me? im goin to coll tmr to settle my admin stuff.. my scholarship... my resit course.. im so ashamed of myself.. but i nd to be brave.. i nd to face dis. ahhh... fail ny ma.. evryone oso la..
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5 comments:
i was worried too. but didn't know how to comfort you. anyway it's already happened. no point thinking bout it anymore. look forward and make sure you pass this time. i've failed more than you. but i guess we're different. so ya, stand up. don't cry d. *hugs* :)
ehh... ur bro supportive 1 le..
relak la. shit happens! just rmb to take things easy and nx time go toilet earlier before shitting. LOL.
aiya.. on a more serious note, 1 paper oni ma. u stil got 2 more sems to go. add oil! Msia oil cheaper le.. LOL...
=)
"failure is the foundation of success, and the means by which it is achieved"-Lao Tzu
type and print that statement out BIG and BOLD and paste it where u can see it everyday...!
c'mon.. Malaccan chicks are tough girls going on a roller coaster journey of life... after all those tears,u gotta be ready now to stand up and fight..!
cheers girl,hugs and kisses!
HI. No point crying anymore. Just stay strong, and strive harder next time k. You're one smart girl i know. Sure can wan la. =)
All the best.
ps: u got lotsa shoulders around to lean on. Just grab one. ;)
dar..karen..ngan.. im ok d.. reli sori dat u all worried for me. mayb i jus couldnt accept it at da moment. but i guess im ok d..
dar.. wan hug hug!! karen.. u la.. go NZ.. leave me here.. ngan.. u pinjam me la. no more shoulder d..
* bro.. i mmg relakz wan.. dats y lidat la. haiz. no worries la. i gonna try harder and start earlier dis round.. at least i hope i will..
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