emo nemo..

many bad things happen recently..
to me at least..
duwan to emo emo around here..
juz wanna state wat i feel so i remember.
*its a long post summore. =.="

u noe..i jus realise... life is all about changes..
things evolve.. nth remain static..
but will it change for better or worst?
nobody can judge dat.. until da end cums.. and evrythin will be clear.

if possible im gonna grad by end of dis yr..
life is getting more and more tough..
things dat seem easy wen we were young.. change..
wateva we face.. we tink wif maturity..
its no longer a small kid world..
responsibility.. consequences.. evrythin will be on us..

i actually reli dislike bein lik dat..
i wan to be protected.. shield from evrythin..
but.. who can do so for me?
environment change me.. ppl around me change..

sumtimes i reli hope to back time..
whr i can live happily in skol.. wif no worries..
but wat is left r jus memories..

frenz r all leavin.. and left..
wat remain r our memories..
actually.. wat u feel wen sumone close to u leave?
hapi for dem? sad by urself?
both r. we noe dat its good for dem..their future..
but sumhow in our heart..dere r sadness..
whr u noe u gonna lost sumthin..
things wun be da same anymore..
BUT.. i guess life is all about dis..
to take and let go.

seriously.. i begin to feel empty here..
my hengtais and chimuis left..
duno y all dis happen..
but one thing im sure.. dey gonna hav a betta future dere..
cant do much now.. but i can pray..
do be da best of u..

wen things not goin ur way..
relax..take a deep breath..
and brin da best out of u..

i reli hope sumday.. we will all get back together..

im so tired now.. seem so worked out..
i need to rest.. to prepare for da better..
thx alot my frenz.. those who worried bout me..
i guess u all my real frenz.. altho evryone will go sumwhr..
but.. at least we hav time to cherish now. =)