breakin down..

dis few days r HELL!!
evryday in class from 8am - 7pm..
ytd i was in class from 8am- 10pm..
wft.. im so tired..
im so exhausted..

i dun mind sittin in da class da whole day..
but to be productiv da whole time..
to get evrythin she meant..
to remember and understan evrythin she say..
OMG...

my brain is so drained..
i find myself couldnt cope wif evrythin..
find myself vry stupid..
find myself giving up..
find myself tryin to hold my tears..
almost cry in da class dis mornin..
wen i tell teng and chris about how i felt..

haiz..
im so stressed out..
i got 1mth left to go..
can i make it?
3core papers..can i do it?
i failed once..
it demotivated me..
i cant do dis again..
but at dis pace..wil it happen again?
OMG...i CANT!!!!

tmr is da laz day for menon class..
speedin back to mlc rite aft class..
cousin uncle gettin married..=)

but mon wil start another level of hell..
marcus class!
haiz..
so bloody stressed out!! T.T

anyway..will take lots and lots of pICs dis weekend..
guess i gonna enjoy myself wif FAMILY..
yea..i need mama now..need her huggies..
im afraid of break down anytime now..

and wft la now..
my sis on her msn..
and now? i forgot my msn password.. how to go on9?!!
shit!!!!