reD!

back in malacca for a week.
worked for 5 days.

celebrated xmas ALONE!
=( why the hell i fell sick?
or i will be in malacca gospel chapel.

shopped for formal wear.
need bottoms! - where to buy la?!

and something new!
i dyed red.. copper red to be exact!
nice? i do not know. but it is maut.
does E&Y allows this?
........................................................................

am feeling sad for nothing.
why is it so hard?
i hate it. a lot.

why can't it be a full stop.
i hate this. i hate this. i hate this!

why can't he just understand
what i want.
what i need.

why can't it be the same as everyone else?

i am just feeling so sad right now.