getting matured?

this is long long long LONG time ago isn't it?

ive never tried this long not blogging.
i stil does not have any connection at the newly rented room..
but i found out that i can on9 in the office..
but when evryone is so busy at the hotdesk..
i just felt bad to blog..

i wanna start from where i stop the last time.

in december.. or january?
i kind of cant remember..
but i sat the eye of malaysia! --> in mlc! wft. haha.
u noe wat i see? cabins.. cabins.. sky.. sea.. NOTHING!
wasted my rm10! cis bedebah.. Lol.

the mini eye of malaysia.. i was impressed!

how it is? just because im using my hp to capture this.

that is col's fingers. kecoh!

that nite.
we were dump by the driver.. so we went lepak-ing at the field..
under the sky.. with the huge field..
i felt peace.. and hunger.. haha!

i do felt nice to hang out wif my frens like that. =)



working with the perfume during the 1 month holiday was my biggest regret..
just because i wanna help out my manager at that moment who lost her dad..
i did not have any holiday during the holiday!!
my only holiday in my life at that time.

sigh sigh SIGH!!!! =(


this is what i do when i was bored working. i camwhore!

and this.. when ur in mlc.. let me tell u a secret! go the the bridge/ highway that leads to mlc raya.. at 7pm SHARP.. stand right at the middle of bridge! u will see a veyr beautiful scenery.

i missed sabah so badly when i saw that. when i was late like in this pic.. this is what i saw.

pic taken at 7.10pm.

i was at 7pm sharp that day. but i almost bang the divider..when i was trying to take this pic. i remember that this is the last day i work in the parkson for the pefume.. so i curik balik earlier to see the sunset.

well.. all these while i was driving when taking pics.. so pardon me if its blurr.. but the memory stil lies in me.


CNY comes by just after the work.

family gathering.. family dinner.. friends gathering..
this time.. somehow i joined few gengs for the CNY visiting..
i did not plan this..
i somehow took out the hp.. i called.. and there i joined!

i remembered what i felt dat time..
i was glad that i ended up hanging out with few gengs..
and i felt happy that to have that kind of feelings again..
those friendship moment..

but to be honest.. 3 people that i missed..
meiwah (dar).. karen.. and elaine..
i did not see the 3 of them..
sigh..


my cousins.. and that small kid there? --> benjamin! he is the cutest kid i eva seen.

this is baby is not my mum's!!! Lol. i wanted to carry the fella.. the whole world was so afraid i drop her. HAHA! i am thin! but im KUAT ok?!! damn it.

my family.. did not have the whole cousins and ours. nobody wants to take with my HP! =(

puppy.. i love this so much! i wanna have it!


got few more pics with the girls but it is in my phone memory..
could not post it up now.


and for the MGS girls.. do u remember this place?

i came back during the holiday.. everything has changed. i saw the rooms but they were empty.. without us. remember the 5K1 class? remember the wood? i never thought i will be still standing til today..

we have left MGS for 6 years babes!!


and finally it is all about this month..

i started to work on 3rd feb 2009.
i think i said i wanted to quit after 2 days of work.
and i said that evryday after work.
there is never once i finish work at 5.30.. 6.30.. but the earliest..?
7.30pm! and that also i got complains from my senior.
i was like.. is it wrong for me to go back early just because i finished all my work already?
wtf. please do not compare.
give me a break.

okay.. i got my result..
so people.. don't ask me what i've got again.
this round.. i failed two papers..
p5 and p7..!!

im gonna re-sit both and together with my work.

well.. i was very very emotional when i have my result..
but probably due to the hard work everyday..
i totally forgot about it very soon.

just hope im gonna grad this round instead. sigh.


a senior told me to take a pic and keep it.
she said take another pic next year.
u will see a different.

well.. i did.



lets wait and see.

the view from my new house.. the rain.. just seem so sad..


this house.. just don't seem to be happy..
i just felt so lonely..
not like what i used to have few 1-2 years ago..


i batt is low now..
what i wanted to say is.. just enjoy evry minute of ur life when ur free..
do not let ur body and mind bring u down..

workin here in EY makes me felt that i have no other time for anythin else..
its work evryday..
back home.. and eat and sleep right away..
there is nothing else i can do..

maybe this is why they say peak period.

i just feel like having holiday..
i wanna go sabah.. or cameron.. or anywhere..
i wan my college life back to me.

it is just so different now..
but i do feel glad that i have those memories with my frens..

right now..i have to talk properly.. think properly.. act properly..
responsibility.. and how to meet people.
somehow the only time i feel relax..is to be in my car..
when im driving home..

i miss evrything..
i miss my donkie..my family.. my frens.. and MY LIFE!

till then..