life.. i need.

oh my god..
i need to get internet connection so badly..

i at least need to blog..
feeling so sad leaving my blog just like that..
feels like there is no evidence of my living..

damn it.

i'm so gonna get it.

anyway.. im still in office..
just finished evrythin and is about to go home..

and i feel like blogging.

its a bad day..
i''ve been scolded by many people today..
for no reasons.. some due to stress.. some due to other's fault..

but best of the day.. evryone still smile and treat me nicely.
except for few of course.

living in this world now seem so different..
how to be the real me eventually?

being bullied? learning new things?
everything just seem so blurry..

rules.. positions.. friends..

i did made a friends.. or should i say my asst. manager.
her name.. susan.

thought she looks very fierce and strict at first..
nothing to talk about until lately..
yes.. she is strict.. but she is understanding..
i like to work with her..
love the teamwork with her.

too bad.. she is leaving to another group now.

sigh.. its two months already.. =(