crossroad

things seem to improve.
was relatively kind of lepak-ing at work.
don't know why he don't want to let me go on leave earlier.
hmp. >=(

anyway.. its all about feedback now.
getting all kinds of feedback from your seniors/managers.
somehow its really important for our upcoming promotion. XD

i'm actually quite happy. hehe.
able to get what i wanted.
hopefully the rest are also approx there.

its 25 may.. its coming to month end again.
god.. time passes so fast.

my study leave is starting soon now.
there are so much i'm looking for.
- passing my exam. i need to.
- getting my new car. hehe.
- getting my hair done. maybe.
- get myself a life.

how can things change in a split second?
how can things be to volatile?
face it. its life. haha.
damn. that is so true about life.. about everything.

the road is still blurry for me.
i'm waiting for 2 years in ey. and then..
i need to see how is life gonna bring me around.
its not easy.. but i'm gonna make sure its a good life ahead.

i need to achieve something in my life.
at least with something i'm proud of.
yet.. can't believe i'm always that dumb.
-.-"
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you were at a crossroad..
road with cars.. bikes.. on the fast track..
all you wanted is to cross over..
but you are afraid..
for all those that happened in the past.
you were involved in an accident before.
and all you hope.. is someone there to hold your hand..
and bring you over.
but there has and will never be a person there for you.
you are on your own.

the only person that holds my hand to cross over.
the only one.. who knows my fear deeply.
is my mum.

i did grow. i grow up to be less-feared with cars.. bikes..
i learn to cross on my own..
but only when the road is clear.

learn hoong. learn to be.
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i'm coming home for wesaK!
yay! and its dar's burfday!! XD

muaks!