black diary

the black diary..
the unbelievable story..
how insignificant can u be..

yes it is.
perhaps everything is planned.
for a person to learn something..
u need to go through the hard way.

if that is what life gonna give u..
then that's it.

we came with nothing in this world.
we should be glad that we are perfect physically.
its a bonus if you have great family members. friends.
its an extra bonus if you are rich.

but at the end of the day.
we should never depend on anybody on anything.
because it is u who should strive for what u want.
nobody can replace u. nobody can help u.
if u fail to help urself. then all the best in ur life.

its simple.
if u were to stumble down.
its ok. take a little time.
and stand up.

so what if life is unfair at times.
who says life is fair?

it is nobody to blame for any fault.
not even ourselves.

happiness.. sadness.. anger.. disappointment..
this is the norm of life.
its just the matter of time..
when u go through it..
how u go through it..
how u learn the lesson in it..

for dumb.. stubborn people like me..
need to go through the hard way..

its ok. =)

even promises are meant to be broken..
what about words?
its seriously.. only words. haha!
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this is really tiring..
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went to gym yesterday.. true fitness.
a cute trainer gave me a personal training session.
i was *shy*.. and back out after awhile. Lol.

but that wasn't the thing i wanted to say..
i actually exercise for awhile..
and then my toes cramp.
its so painful.. i stopped.
and went sauna.

today.. i went swimming..
to relax my body and soul.. =P
and my toes cramp again.

it kind of went out of shape.
my toes kind of being able to bend like..
omg.
i went google.
due to heels.. uncomfortable shoes and lack of calcium.
uurggg..

honestly prior to the research..
i actually thought of cutting off my toes.
haha.. damn bloody pain..

okay.. that's it.
my health first.
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不能忘記的浪漫回憶
不知不覺不重要了
也許不必再哭了吧
也許這美丽童話早就死了