crazyyy

"why are u doin all the crazy things?"
"why do u always do crazy stuff?"

some guy i just knew lately.. told me this.
hmmp. isn't it fun?

i mean i can't turn back time.
i can't change what i've done previously.
but i just want to do something that i will not regret later.

of course.. its all about decision.
personal decision.. nobody can help u with a decision.
spent 3/4 of my life listening to people.. taking in their decision.
its an easy way out definitely.
if it ends well.. then its fine.
if its not.. then thats where we will put our blame on.

i was quite stressed out for the past few days.
trying to finish up the final file to be submitted before the holiday.
and yeay! i did it! 6 files in 1 mth.
and i hope.. for the upcoming days will be just peaceful..
haha! although i'm liking these peak stuff at times.

working late and hard is not that bad actually..
if you have friends to accompany u. LoL.

here i am.. blogging..
just got back from genting. lost some money.
intended to go for theme park..
but just sis and i.. so.. ahh.. i went shopping instead! =P

yesterday was a little crazy..
was so freaking tired.. i sleep like a pig the whole noon..
until dinner time.. i went for mee sua in ss2.
hey.. its nice maNN!! i never knew. >=)

phillip then called.. and i went for his frenz' drinking party.
8 guys 2 gals. crazy ass.
wasabi and liquor.. uurrgggG! =.=

after some time.. i've always been controlling myself..
no matter how i club.. drink..
i know my tolerence level.. and i'm able to take care of myself.
yesterday.. i tried to challenge that level.
just 2 freaking pure cordon bleu and chivas..
direct from the cup with no pause..
and 2.30am.. i was dizzy.. and my vision turns blur.
puked! but was not drunk i can say that.

got home safely.
and next day.. sis text me.
"are u ok? kena geng bang?"
...=.=".. wft..

okay.. too much crap.
chose to go back mlc to see mama.. instead of zouk tonite.
=D
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dumb? i'm dum dum..