sobs.

came back from movie on wednesday nite.
with gym clothes in my car for thurs evening.

but i woke up with a terrible headache.
never felt that kind of pain before.
i can barely walk straight.

but i need to get my work done.
or at least.. let someone know how to follow up.

went to work 3 hours.
and took mc.

its terrible.
the fever i had.. the vomit.. the number of visits to toilet.
and worst.. the allergies.. and injections..
on that thusday itself.. i wanted to drive back to mlc.
felt like ages since i went back.
felt that i need my mum so so so badly.

to be honest..
i guess this is the first time that i fell sick..
and lol. i have no hero beside me.
i'm all alone fighting the fever.
thinking what to eat.. temperature.. water.. doctor..
on top of that.. my hp was blocked.
could not even make a single call.
and all i can do it just msn for help.

it feels sucks.
to have nobody.

well.. its really kind of sad.
but i've decided.. in such a case..
i will then try to be stronger.
and pray.. please please please don't fall sick.

i hate those injections.. those drips.. those blood tests..
i hate vomitting.. diarrhea..
i hate fever.. rashes..
i don't even know if i'm actually having denggue fever now.

sigh.

i think these few days will tell...
personally felt quite unlucky lately..
really really hope nothing will happen..
and everything will be alright.

may god bless me. =)

till then..