Thursday, October 14, 2010

split second..

looked back at my old posts..
for the past few months.

realised that i've actually missed quite some actions lately.
is this the reason for my feelings?
or i'm just being stupid again?

that day.. when i was stucked in the jam..
when i was on my way back from mlc.
i saw >10 ambulances passing by..
i knew some major accident might have happened.
thought of a bus maybe.. or some burnt cars..
and all those kepos stopping by to peep.

and then when its my turn to passby that place..
i saw the busses.. overturned car.. tissues.. everywhere.
i wanted to stop and take a better look..
but i was afraid.. its dark and im alone.

and i found out the next day..
that the major accident happened just 10min before i pass the toll.
and i saw the pics.. read the news.

omg.. seriously.. what did the bus driver do la..
i mean.. i did imagine such thing happen before..
when i was younger..
*i somehow imagine and think alot..*
but this is really.. sad!

i thank god that i am safe..
i thank god that quite a number of the people are safe.
but.. for those who passed away..
i'm felt so sorry and sad..
life seem to be so unpredictable.. so vulnerable.

it makes u tink..
whats the point of working so hard..
when u do not know whats gonna happen next?
are u really happy now?
are u really loving ur life now?

i do not know how to be happy if something happen to my close frenz or relative.
i do not know if i can take it.
i somehow dislike such changes.

was on my way back home.
it was on one fm.
all those beautiful chinese songs..
that made me feel even more depressed.
and then.. people called in.

seems like there is another major accident in genting?
...............................................................

take a day as a challenge.
enjoy the present..
u can't change the past.
u don't know what the future has for u.

i guess this is the best.
sound like some common words.
but think about it.
isn't it true?

 the past. the only. i do not want to lose it. i need to finish maxim before nov.

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