hapi burfday jin! and prize givin day.. lolz

today is my gd fren..jin jin's burfday! wooohooo!!!
msg him ytd..tepat 12am. first time..but his reply..kinda menyedihkan. lolz! anyway..may him hapi all da time.

anyway..today im kinda sad.. mood-less.. in fact..vry disappointed in many things. due to dis..i couldnt concentrate in class today. reli vry sad. lucky i can catch up faz wen doin all da computations. haiz.

btw, frenz..im sori if anyone of u think dat im no good.. one of da useless frenz.. dun appreciate u all.. treat u all badly. in fact, i reli tryin to be a good fren to evryone. especially aft da lecture given from col durin my trip to lang tengah..i reli begin to appreciate frens. mayb ive nv said it out..but im reli glad dat ive got gd frenz.. frenz dat help me dat im in need of help..frenz dat care of me. i dislike ppl dat help out but deep inside tinking..counting all those help..waiting for repayment.

mayb i shud say it out loud here.
-thx dar..for brightenin my days. thx for bringin all of us together. thx for ur luv and care. thx for bein my bez bud!
-col..thx for bein dere for me alwis. i noe i can count on u. thx for evrythin..my gd fren!
-jin..ur da plg lawak wan. alwis buat kecoh. but of course..its alwis nice to be wif u.. my buddy!
-karen..altho we r not vry close laz time.. but its reli nice hanging out wif u. tokin wif u..catchin things up wif u. ur my gd fren..and our gd fren alwis.
-shan..altho we r oni close once..in form 6. but muz reli keep in touch. dun go sesat. frenz 4eva!
-benghay..my hengtai..i alwis look for u..wen i nd help. thx alot! sori..for all da trouble.
-evelyn..ur alwis my gd fren..altho u macam sial. alwis buwee me. thx for evrythin..thx for helping me out alwis.
-mel..thx for pshyco-ing me alwis. lolz!
-joon..altho we r not close lik laz time.. we r alwis frenz k.
-elaine..guess she wun c dis..but i reli enjoyed da time wen we hang out together..errmm..2yrs back. altho now we dun contact..but ur one of my bud.
-saykoon..things change. but good frenz dun change..
-yewjin..rite here in sunway..guess u help me most. thx for evrythin. thx for acceptin my bad temper and da emotional me.
-xinlin..shuky..yeihuei..thx for being sial wif me. lolz! i luv u all so much!
-kev..thx for treatin me so gd laz time. its nice knowin u. frenz 4eva.
-my syuc frenz.. thx for evrythin u all did..even in exams. wateva da result wil be..da group shall nv be apart.
-anyone dat i didnt mention. its not dat i dun treat u as my fren. but jus..sudd ter-missed. thx for making a difference in my life. in fact..it doesnt matter wat ranking a person is..in another's life. wat matters is..da frenship. da things dat we once share..da memories.

alamak. lik prize giving day! lolz. sori. i make da post too long. dun havta read if u wan.

i forgot about my dearest donkie. well..ur not my fren. ur my soulmate. so..lain sikit la! thx dear..for everythin. thx for helpin me to solve probs and mess dat i did. i luv u..alwis!