she left!

she told me dat.. she might leave today..and she might not.. it depends on her parents.

i accepted it. dere is sumwhr in my mind dat.. i'll be meeting her wen im back. no worries! hugged her before i went to my class.

i had my 10 hours of class today. so i jus got back.

i open hse door. my room is dark. i tried to open my room door. it was locked. i took my key and open it. i turned on da light and fan. she's no longer dere. her bags.. table.. books.. pillow.. comforter.. all gone!

i took da fact quietly.. normally.. as how i expected to be. i clean up my stuff. i took my pajamas and went to bathe. bathing seem to be so long dis time. i walk out aft bath. tried to find things to cook.. cos i haven had my dinner. da fridge is clear. nothing.

i walk back to my room. i look around again. dis time.. i got so emo. i closed the door and cried. i duno y i got so emo! arggg!! isit bcos its too fast?! or isit im too close to her?!

usually wen im back from class. she wil be sitting in front of her laptop watchin movie. and den i wil b tellin her stories..and she wil do da same too. even wen im bathin..she wil be shoutin and toking. she wil be on my bed..playin my stuff. stealin my donkey..my pink panther.. my pillow to her bed. expectin me to realise.. but normally i wil oni notice da nx mornin.

if i cum back by 7pm. we wil be watchin tv2 together. den rush for da toilet..c who get to bathe first. she wil play her SHE songs evrynite..evryday. and her exercise.. which i wil den ejek her. sumtimes i wil take her comforter and cover her den hempit her wen im bored.

haiz. i guess dat wil be my memories. its such a short term..but it seem so long. i miss her so much now.

oh god.. hope she wun be reading dis.. its so not me.