i always wonder.
why do i have such bad lucks.
why do i have to be this way.
why do life always be like this.
why why why.
but.
why the hell is life so complicated?
its because of me.
i talked to myself.
i want to be a new me.
i want to have my own thoughts.
i want to make my own decisions.
she told me.
don't live in the past.
you won't know what awaits you in front.
a person who lived in the past told me this.
yes.
i should. its time.
tomorrow is the day.
my first exam.
2months ago.. i told him.. yay! 2mths to go.. i got hol.
1 month ago.. i told him.. yay! im damn happy.
3 weeks ago.. i told him.. yay! 1 more week.
2 weeks ago.. i told him.. i damn bored.
1 week ago.. i told him.. damn hate this life.
now.. i told him.. i'm sick.
i complained a lot.
i wanted this i wanted that.
i thought i've grown up.
no. i'm still that kid.
i do not know what i wanted.
life.. do you know what u wanted?
love..
its hard isn't it?
falling in love.. laughing.. giggling..
fights.. get back together..
break ups.. sad.. cry.. depressed.. alcohol..
what about love on one side?
even more sad?
look back.. its funny that you were that sad at times.
maybe its a good thing that you guys are friends now.
maybe friendship can bring more to you than lovers do.
if it is.. then it is..
he once told me.. forcing is useless.
maybe. but its true.
well.. i'm just one of those desperate housewife. Lol.
but look forward.
everyone goes through the phases of life.
regrets and all.. but can you turn back time?
no. but.
i can.. wish upon a star.
i do not know what i'm talking about.
i do not know what i'm thinking too.
my wish? its very simple.
i just want to be happy.
i'm sorry. my english sucks.
but its just me. and my poor command of english.
but i don't care. =P
omg.. my paper is tmr! wtf am i doin?
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8 comments:
exactly. wth you doing here? all the best go nail it :)
ha..its happy to read dis post..
wat u wrote is exactly wat im tinkin..perhaps i oso stil a kanak kanak..lol..
love is hard..dats true..
love on one side..its HELL..pathetic..
gud luck in ur paper..^^
*chiaohan.. din noe u tink this way oso arr.. LOl. give me 5!
but being kanak kanak is da best la.. sigh..
u kan gt gf d.. y so sad?
*wahlui.. dar! i damn need a hug from u now. i hope ur stil dat short tho.
u can oni link the dots when u look back. so dun wori.. go wher u tink u wana go.. do ur best! when u reach where you are 10,20 or 50 yrs from now, you can look bk and link the dots and say i am glad i did tis or i regretted not doin that.
oh well, tts life. we do some things and we say no to some things. you dreamed, you fought, you loved and so you lived.
hong ee hoong, dun so emo ok.
all the best for exam though!
tc.
kor
To let go isn't to forget, not to think about, or ignore... It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret... Letting go isn't about winning or losing... It's not about pride and it's not about how you appear, and it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past... Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn't leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness... It's not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss and it's not about defeat... To let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on... It is having an open mind confidence in the future... Letting go is learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow... It's about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain... Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving... Letting go is growing up... It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy... To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and set yourself free...
P/S Sorry ya, banyak meleter... I think age is really catching up with me,hahahaha.... Btw, all the best in your exams ya =) Hope to meet up with you again some time soon...LOL...
*kor.. lol. sometimes u will just look back for a moment. sometimes u will just smile/laugh out of nothing when u thought of the past. sometimes u will even laugh at yourself for being so stupid as at that time.
don't u?
everyone does.
that's what happened to me. and i will always miss those times.
*evelyn.. well.. wat u said is very true.. very applicable.. i actually tot u copy of Bible or wat at first.. but.. well.. its just evelyn i guess.
dun worry.. nothing is wrong wif me.. its just life.. that u havta go tru. like u said.. growing up ma!
thx for calling me dat day! =P felt funny to crap wif u for a
moment.
will be back for the weekend. see u around ok?
Walao... Accuse me of plagiarism la now??!!! Or you think I've converted into Christianity? Hahahaha... Still a free thinker leh,LOL... Don't worry so much, I'm sure you'd do just fine...Queen's Guide wor,hahahaha... Hope to see you soon also la =P
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