smilE!

lets turn the blog around.
to fill my life with happiness!
hehe. XD



saw these. damn cute la.`

i decided to stop scolding the word *fuck.
many who know me will know that i often swear like nobody cares.
i'm sorry for those who feel the pain in silence.
=)

also.. i've decided to be patient in my work.
will voice out when i feel upset.
will learn from mistakes.

also.. i've decided to put myself first.
instead of others.
i will learn to say no.

=D

leaving malacca that day makes me felt so sad.
seeing my mum packing my things for me.
seeing my sis shouting and making noise.
seeing the house i'm leaving.

i was really sad.

i need to save more.
i need to have more money.

then i can bring mum to kl.
then i can bring mum to shop around.
then i can bring mum to holiday.
then i can bring my family to holiday.

i just need to work harder a little more.

i know i may not graduate this sem again.
i'm sorry for those who put hopes in me.
i don't what to say.
i'm really disappointed with myself as well.

but




that is how i'm brought up.

There's always gonna be an uphill battle, sometimes I'm gonna have to lose, it aint about how fast I get there, aint about what's waiting on the other side...


and finally.

what matters is..

to laugh as loud as i wanted..

to dream as far as i can!