my pain..

finished my final exam.
finished my holidays.

when can i have holidays again?
not studying of course.

this is one of those saddest day i had.

have u ever revise before entering an exam hall?
u thought u know about the stuff.. the formulaes..
so u do not really need to pay attention on it..
BECAUSE ITS EASY..
and then it came out..
and u remembered the wrong formulae.. and u tried so hard to get the answer..
because the remaining questions depend on that answer.
but u know the answer is wrong.
u need to find out the mistake.
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
and u took so much time.. YET U CANT.

u cant. u cant. u cant.

it has just happened to me.
that total marks of 20m is gone.
something that i can do.. something that i thought i can do.
i mistaken plus instead of subtract. and i couldnt get the answer.

i hate myself.
i hate myself.
i could not forgive myself at all.
how can i make SUCH MISTAKE?

why. why. god..
i studied.. i did all i can.. i really did.
but why.

it seems like im going to be left out among my friends..
everyone is going to graduate this sem.
T.T WHY? why ee hoong?!
hate myself. i hate u!

its just so pain..