words and only words.

everytime i click on my dashboard.
i wanted to type something.
but i'm just so lazy to do it.

but i really need to update.
or it will be dead.

after a stressful week (2weeks ago).. before raya!
i went to cherating with the geng.
it was really not a happy one.
the plan is kind of almost failed as too much things happened a day before the trip.
but we continued as we promised earlier.

the trip was a little boring this time.
too short? too little time?
too tiring? maybe all..
everyone sleep all the time. wt* rite?

Lol.
my auntie came somemore..
make me pain like crazy..
did not even enjoyed myself.

Not to mention.. i did begin to enjoy the holiday on the 2nd day.. but..
its too late.. its already time to go back..

CHerating..
what can i say about it?
i would prefer Port Dickson..
there's alot of jelly fish on the beach.. so we can't really swim.
dangerous!
some people do not care.. they believe by peeing on the friend will cure the friend.
Lol. then that is okay! XD

There is some kind of storm on the 2nd day when we were at the beach..
the wind was so strong.. we couldn't even stand properly.
bloody cold that night. Lol.

okay enough bout that..
its not too bad la.. would recommend to stay in ranting beach resort..
its on the beach.. clean yet reasonable.
XD

i was back to mlc this weekend.
a sudden decision on friday night.
i did not even have time to rest this weekend actually.
freaking tired. and my stupid gastric is recurring all the time.
sigh.

but right now.. everything is okay..
except that i think i stretch muscle or sumthing lidat.
i can't walk properly.
stupid badminton la. LOl.

okay..thats all about it.

on top of all these..

sorry i'm really for what happened to our friend.. yEwJin..
a very great man.. YewJin's dad.. passed away last friday..
i do not have much memories of his dad..
but i remembered that he fetched me from college to mentari..
when we were stil in sunway college.

a really nice man..but..
whatever happened..
it was so sudden.. we were all so sad..

nobody knows what else to say i think..
but we all hope for the best to you (CYJ) and family..
u have got to be strong.. for them..
let us know when u need us.. we will be there.
really.

life seem so unpredictable after listening to what happened..
i do not know if i can even take it if these happens to me..
sigh.

i guess we must really really love and appreciate everyone in our life..
do not do something u will regret later.

2ndly..

i rejected dar's request even after she pujuk me.
i'm really sorry.
i love u dar.

3rdly..

i did not do something and i regretted..
sigh.
can a "yes" or "no" really make so much difference?
it is.


wish i could hug u now..
or the least.. to hold your warm hands..