=(

its 7.44am..
its actually about time to go to work now.
intended to take medical leave today.
but.. i have lots and lots of job debts..

at least i went out wif sis yesterday..
even tho just 2 hours..
but at least.. i guess.

sigh.
sometimes i think what i want.. and what i need really contradicts.
or should i say.. what i want in short term.. contra with long term..

sigh.
too much utilisation of brain cells..
i'm really killing myself..

ahhh.. craps.
don't even know what i'm talking about.

i miss watching movies.. karaoke-ing..
i miss badminton..
i miss shopping..
i miss genting..
i miss port dickson..
i miss singapore.. and my passport expiring d.

sigh.
sis went paris.. koko went aust.
mama going italy.. ahhhhHHHH!

when the hell am i going anywhr?!

sigh.

i miss the him. 

i duno what to do..