changes

finally have a proper dinner.. with rice.
have been eating just roti canai for the past few days.
totally no appetite.

but i'm slacking like crazy today.
supposed to finish the audit in 2 days.
but guess i'm way too moodless today.

client 1 chasing for these craps.
senior ask for other craps.
client 2 chasing for another crap.
manager ask me for craps too.
currently start with client 3.
and going to client 4 to finish up craps on monday.

full of craps.
i don't even which to do.. now.
i think its better to be in a big group than to have many clients.
sigh.

i need to sleep. really sleep.
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went to subang for audit these few days.
used to feel so happy to go back to subang.
my so called "area".

now that i'm back.. i felt nothing.
went back to the restaurant that i always go for dinner.
ta pao-ed the rice with porkie.
stood there and waited.. and looked.

nothing has changed.
but the people.. the area.. it felt like nothing.. nothing at all.
when i went back to sunway college a year ago..
things remained.. but everyone has changed.

but today.. when i think again..
did they change? or did i?

i guess everything changes through time..
nothing remains.

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what do u feel when u have a smaller cup when u paid the same amount?
haha. thank god i have the bigger cup.
or i'll complain uncle lim already.

and definitely.. camwhore!

okay.. time to continue work.


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