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its a wednesday morning.
seem like it has rained real heavily.
must has poured badly last night.

i was dead asleep with my laptop.
was working halfway.. and i could not do it anymore.
what a failure i am.

gosh i need to be more efficient.
few things happened lately.
i don't know what are the reactions.
think its gonna be a big thing in TCE.

i'm fcuking unhappy about this.
i know i did wrong. but.. sigh.

somehow it makes me wanna quit my job.
but i can't..

maybe i shouldn't make this move to be committed in the car..
maybe it too fast..

slept at 11 yesterday. felt so refreshed today.
but i do not know how long its gonna last.

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woke up at the middle of the night.
looking for him.. felt so afraid.

i've been trapped.