goin crazy!

lik wat karen said..
tiring and crazy days are everyday now..
and its gettin worst..

i tried to study..
puttin words into actions..
but of course..i took alot breaks in bet..
haiz..
but im tryin my best to regain my momentum..
i noe time wun wait for me..
so..all i can is to do wat i can..

for now..
im stil sucks..
im a lil drownin..tryin my best to float..
its my laz class today..tonite..

havin test tmr and wed..
den.. not sure if i shud go back mlc..
T.T.. shud i?


nx week is da start of my edc classes..
edc simpli means..
Entitled to Drive u Crazy!
nah.. dis r my words..
create dis jus for fun..

damn it la..
reli kinda goin crazy d..
migrane start to cum ad evryday..
and worst is..
those weak bodies and drained brains..
need lots of vits and ginseng soup.. lol.. =P

and for a note in my diary..
actually..
im kinda tempted to smoke recently..
for dis one month..
especially aft da probs i faced recently..

my close frens smoke alwis..
but dey noe i dislike smoking..
and dey duwan others to smoke too..
but sumhow i reli feel lik havin it..


1st tot.. " nah..jus one la..to release my stress."
2nd tot.. " no hoong. u hate smoking. remember dat!"
3rd tot.. " he hate gals smoking.. so dun!"

so.. i didnt.
da cigarrete was in my hand dat day..
but i gav it back.
glad i did. =)

i will control my stress in a right and healthy way! =)

for now..
i tink i cant survive without coffee..
but to drink so much coffee..
im reli afraid..


words..:
today..ms menon said..
read evrythin u can..be4 da edc..
yea.. be4 u bcum gila..
damn it.. i am becomin gila!!

anyway..found dis pics..

find it nice! =D