my precious..

supposed to hav my test today..

i skipped it..

nah..its not on purpose..

u noe me.. im a bloody kiasu kiasi ass..

ive been in pain for few days..

so didnt wear my lens for about 3-4 days d..

and sumhow..i wore dem ytd nite..

for 3 hours class..

didnt take out aft class oso..

chattin around msn wif dem on..

til about 11plus..wen i took dem out..

it was lik &*&#^#*...

fcukING pain!!!

i couldnt open my eyes at all..

both were damn red..

its da first time i hav dis prob..

did hav infection be4..but not dis bad..

in fact i tot of stayin overnite to study..

as in..dun plan to slp..

but i jus couldnt open my eyes..

went on9 to search for da prob..

tot its due to dry eyes..nd artificial tears..

try to make myself cry..

but jus couldnt..

damn..i tink my tears dried up aft da past prob i faced..

does cryin too much dry up ur eyes?

and lens makes it even worst?

i tink dey do.. =(

woke up evry 2hours to check if i can open my eyes to study d anot..

but i jus couldnt..

7am..i woke up again..

went bathe..wash my hair.. face..

force my eyes to open in da light..

but aft 20min of opening..

aRrGGG!! pain!!

hoping dat he will turn up to brin me to doc..

but it didnt happen..

anyway..i tried to call and sms darl..

but no cdt..

damn.. thank god i got frens as neighbours..

lol.. msn dem dat im skippin class and test..

and went back to bed..

slept wif my wet hair.. =(

slp til 12plus afternoon.. those pengecohs call me non stop...

actually 2 oni la..

all of dem skipped da test as well.. =D

darl and yj brought me to clinic..

and i got to wear my stylo cap..

spent rm30 on da drop and oilment..

slp da whole day without food..

but woke up durin dinner cos i sense gastric cumin..

ate porridge..

and now.. goin to ask frens to teach wat ms menon taught.

haiz.

one thing i learnt..

pls dun neglect ur health..

even da slighest part..

i was so afraid..for da whole nite..

so afraid dat i will wake up da nx morning..

but da world is alredi in darkness..

its so scary to live in da dark..

and even worst is..

nobody will wait for me..

i will be left behind by da world.. T.T

for now..

i will take care of myself..for sure..

thank god everythin is under control now..

at least i tink..

wil havta wear my stylo cap to coll tmr! =)

havta re-take my tests nx week.. =(