Tuesday, April 22, 2008

tired of evrythin..

damn no mood recently..
all classes r cumin to an end d.
nx week wil be da laz classes of da sem..
den would be edc session.. and all acca of sunway coll noe..dat is da torturin time..

haiz..
evryday evry sem..
we r alwis studyin.. alwis in class..
alwis runnin around to grab sum food..
alwis eatin fast..
without even chewin da food..

now?
we alwis tok..alwis drink and tok..
we chat..long time durin break..
we are all laid back compared to laz time..
haiz..
at least i felt dis way..
im worried..i feel damn stupid..
but..i feel lazy.. dun feel lik studyin at da same time..
damn..its so contradicting..
how la?!! 1 mth to go.. or even less den dat..
can i cope?
can i go tru dis?

i begin to tink.. y la life?
damn..

and my precious eyes so pain..
duno wats wrong..
infection or waT?!
haiz. it was ok dis evenin..
now it begin to hurt again..
probably i shud go to da farmacy soon..
be4 it get worst.. shudnt take dis for granted!
cant afford to be blind..

for now.. god help me tru..
i tink im stil playin a fool..
im not tryin hard..
god.. im sori..
pls help me tru..

7 comments:

life of boo... said...

can you please dont depends on god too much? he/she doesnt seems to care anyone on the earth. depends on yourself ;)

senorita.. said...

yeap i agree... God only help those who help themselves...

take destiny into your own hand

Anonymous said...

One should be as pragmatic and applied as a person!

got this quote pretty long ago.. its essentially asking you to go do wat is said rather than merely tinkin or speaking about it..

really good quote! giv it some thoughts and hit the books!

you oni got bout 6 more mths to go.. and thats it!

cmon! you can do it! Prayers are good but make sure you do something bout it! lol...

tc
kor

hOoNg~ said...

*boo.. senorita.. bro..

im not dependin on him la.. im jus prayin.. =).. was reli emo ytd. but i got wat u mean la.. i will not jus talk..but put in action.

and boo.. i blif he care.. seriously.. but of course..since laz time.. its lik wat karen said.. i oso tink..he oni help those who help themselves.

1mth to go..means i got 1 mth of time to study summore. yosh! jiayu!

life of boo... said...

yeah. i know u feel stressed now but im not in the position as u r now. so, its kinda unfair if i could advice you though.

but yeah, the God is there(maybe) for us so that we as a human has someone to depends to or someone to give us inspiration/motivation to live on positively.

personally, he/she just disappointed me. once and for all.

senorita.. said...

i always think that people pray to reassure themselves that they can do it in knowing that there's a greater power looking after them..

good that u understand and will put words into action..

looking forward to reading more about how tired/lack of sleep u are coz of studies...

at the end of the day,it will be all worth it and most importantly,u do this for yourself.

hOoNg~ said...

*boo.. i believe in him actually. probably he did disappoint us at times..but hav u tot dat actually it is wat we do..dat giv us such result?

i dun reli noe much about buddhism.. but i felt reli nice talkin to him..

seriously..i didnt go to temple for sum time d.. feel bad tho. =)

*karen..yeap! will study hard!-- aft all da complains i made without puttin dem into actions. bad gal..i am..